Last Week

originally posted wednesday october 29, 2008
The last 8 days have been sweet. Coffee with Paul (and yes, I did have coffee that actually went down my throat) was relieving. The second time telling my story – ALL OF IT – and being confirmed and affirmed for who I am. It was good. I realized I did not need to be someone else while I am here. I can be me. Comfortable in my own skin. And, today was an epiphony. While reading about Transference and Countertransference some lights came on. Blaming my dad for the reason why I want to be perfect. Actually, digging into me, I see now where that actually comes from. It is good the way this program is leaning into me.